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    Monday, August 24th, 2009
    8:24 pm
    2 poems by e.e. cummings.

    unlove's the heavenless hell and homeless home
    of knowledgeable shadows (quick to seize
    each nothing which all soulless wraiths proclaim
    substance; all heartless spectres, happiness)

    lovers alone wear sunlight. the whole truth

    not hid by matter; not by mind revealed
    (more than all dying life, all living death)
    and never which has been or will be told

    sings only- and all lovers are the song.

    Here (only here) is freedom: always here
    no then of winter equals now of spring;
    but april's day transcends november's year

    (eternity being so sans until
    twice i have lived forever in a smile)


    i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
    my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
    i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
    by only me is your doing, my darling)

    i fear
    no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
    no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
    and it's you are whatever a moon has meant
    and whatever a son will always sing is you

    here is the deepest secret, nobody knows
    (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
    and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
    higher than hope or mind can hide)
    and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

    i carry your heart ( i carry it in my heart)
    Thursday, July 23rd, 2009
    9:33 am
    "It's no use
    Mother, dear.
    I cannot finish my weaving.
    You may blame Aphrodite
    soft as she is
    she has almost
    killed me with
    love for that boy."

    -Sappho, as translated by Mary Barnard
    Tuesday, June 16th, 2009
    11:42 pm
    to the tune of "black betty"
    whoooa fat belly, ram a lam...
    Tuesday, April 28th, 2009
    12:13 pm
    "There's a lot of skin and flesh I never should have seen."
    -Devendra Banhart
    Tuesday, March 3rd, 2009
    2:59 am

    Current Mood: sad but ok.
    Monday, January 5th, 2009
    7:50 pm
    Tuesday, December 9th, 2008
    1:17 pm
    fraidy cat
    So I've been looking around online at various artist's websites, trying to gain some inspiration for my own. Most of these are either people from my graduating class at Kendall or teachers (for lack of a better place to begin)...Let's just say I'd kind of like to curl up in a blanket and never come out now.

    Current Mood: slacker
    Friday, August 29th, 2008
    12:44 am
    "...I'm old now, but then, so are you."
    I'm 30 today.
    Went to see my grandmother, my last remaining grandparent. It's difficult to see someone so strong deteriorate, in strange little unpredictable ways. It's difficult to watch my father and aunt taking turns trying not to cry.
    They moved her into an "assisted living facility" this week. I guess it's good because she definitely needs taking care of. She seems to be taking everything with a grain of salt, though. Like now that she's hanging out with a bunch of other old people, she notices how often everyone repeats their questions, and that you can have the same conversation with somebody every day and it can still seem new. "How long have you been here?" seems to be a frequently asked question. Like the old people's equivalent of how long have you been sober or something.
    I'm not really sure what else to say. There's a lot going on, like I quit my stupid job and shit. But I guess that can be saved for another day. If you read this far, I'd like to invite you to my birthday party, it's at the WAB in Ferndale at like 9 or so. Hope to see you then.
    Thursday, April 10th, 2008
    6:09 pm
    Tuesday, March 18th, 2008
    3:47 am
    "Because I left the chip clip off" in the kitchen is not an adequate reason for "Why we have rodents in the attic".
    Maybe you should try "because you left your ready made Ginger Bread House in the attic".
    Seriously. There are open packages of M&M's up there, bch.
    Tuesday, January 8th, 2008
    11:33 pm
    89% John Edwards
    86% Chris Dodd
    86% Hillary Clinton
    85% Barack Obama
    82% Dennis Kucinich
    81% Bill Richardson
    80% Mike Gravel
    77% Joe Biden
    43% Rudy Giuliani
    34% John McCain
    25% Mike Huckabee
    25% Mitt Romney
    24% Tom Tancredo
    15% Fred Thompson
    9% Ron Paul

    2008 Presidential Candidate Matching Quiz
    Friday, December 28th, 2007
    1:54 am
    Carson McCullers' "the Heart is a Lonely Hunter" is topping my good books list this year. I like books about yearning, I guess. There's a lot to do with missed communications and potential in there too. It is definitely sad, but a good read.
    Monday, September 10th, 2007
    10:45 pm
    Bjork, oh boy
    this is going to be so excellent.
    Wednesday, August 8th, 2007
    6:23 pm
    It's been a while since I've actually WRITTEN in here rather than live vicariously through the writings of others.
    Mostly it's because I never think I have anything to talk about or say; I tend to fall into routines and that's my life for a while. Work, home, sleep, and whatever else fills my time between those three things.
    But there's been a couple of changes, so for the record:
    Work= The Natural Food Patch, an organic grocery store in Ferndale, MI. I can ride my bike there. This is a nice perk.
    Work 2.0= Mountain Jack's Steakhouse. Part time-server. I am fully aware of the irony of being a vegetarian who works in a steakhouse. Interestingly (to me anyway) the person who got me the job there is also a vegetarian.

    Sleep= not enough.

    ...and too much tv.
    So that's what's going on.
    Sunday, April 22nd, 2007
    12:39 pm
    Tuesday, February 27th, 2007
    11:18 am
    not the laundrette.....

    Current Mood: OI
    Thursday, January 11th, 2007
    1:41 pm
    gettin' runny.
    for the past couple of days, i've been looking for some new music to listen to, both while hanging out in my sweet pad and for running. i've found a few good songs, but no albums and not enough to make a good mix cd...
    anyone have a good "running" mix? or anything new you're listening to that just blows your mind? (ryan haines, don't hold out on me : )

    i'm willing to trade if you are.
    Saturday, January 6th, 2007
    11:05 am
    Pee Soup!
    My Peculiar Aristocratic Title is:
    Empress Alana the Malleable of Chalmondley St Peasoup
    Get your Peculiar Aristocratic Title
    Friday, December 15th, 2006
    1:27 pm
    It is easy for me to forget that the work of five minutes will sometimes result in an hour or two of unbridled happiness.
    Today, I have remembered.

    Wednesday, December 6th, 2006
    1:44 am
    So really, what you're saying is....There's no way to get the original version of the Star Wars Trilogy on DVD??
    I find that completely ridiculous.

    George Lucas,
    I abhor (the latter half) of your vision.

    Bite me.

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